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Name: Emma
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: San Antonio
Birthday: 2/25/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: anime, 1910s, 1920s, 1930s, music, computers, Egyptology, gaming (fps, rpg, simulations), Dungeons and Dragons, fantasy/sci-fi, television, movies, reading, singing, dancing, kniting, sewing, plastic canvas, crochet, and many more!
Expertise: Computer Hardware
Message: message me
Yahoo:  nobinobi_hitogokoro
Member Since:
10/5/2006
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| How can John be happier without me when I am totally miserable without him? Am I that meaningless? I wake up every morning more depressed than I was the day before. I don't know how much longer I can handle this. | | |
| I just had this dream that John showed up over here, said that he missed me, and kissed me gently. He then told me that he wanted to work things out and get back together. Why does my brain torture me like that? I woke up so happy, but then I realized the awful truth about two seconds later, and my heart broke all over again. I have been able to keep myself from the pain lately by going to work and occupying myself, but when I dream shit (and no, I cannot control what I dream), I can't help but become depressed again. I miss John so fucking much. I miss everything about him, even the stupid shit. It hurts to think about the fact that he is so much happier without me. | | |
| I want to be happy with my husband. I wish that he felt the same way. Will I ever be good enough for him? | | |
| I've been really getting into pinups from the second world war lately, and my new background is actually from the video game 'Battlestations: Midway'. So is my new avatar. Hope you all enjoy it as much as I do. | | |
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